Wednesday, October 05, 2005
ok... long entry i think
welll.. today i have to mention some points
firstly
i am in agony now... hahhaha welll i have been secretly stubborn... i am trainign with a foot tat is hurting .. so everytime i end my trainign i feel the after effect.. wooo mama .. pain
secondly
i am in this attitude problem stage... i get irritated quite easily... mainly by 1 person.. but tats besides the point.. the thing is .. i get helllllllllll evil once i am pissed.... and tat is obviously .. UNHEALTHY
thirdly.
.. i am enjoying this moment i have with my mp3...
u know how u plug on ya mp3.. turning on the level where u get shut off from the surrounding... and how things seems to move according to your music.. i cant describe tat feelings.. but i enjoy beiing shut off from the world sometimes.. jsut listening to the music.. as i travel.. or walk ard... it is a whole new feeling... seems everything seems to move in an interesting manner..
maybe it is just me i guess
fourth.
... sometimes.. loneliness isnt fun .. hahha yes.. maybe i have to admit to this point.. although sometimes i like to be left alone.. but most of the time.. loneliness makes me think too much.. worry too much... sometimes ... i could even imagine i am a witch.. and attempt to move the item near me.. blast something .. ahahh i got quirky imagination.. i feel like i am a kid again.. pretending to be a secret agent.. or something ...
fifth...
i am officially gaining weight... i know i am not supposed to complain abt such superficial issues.. but i hate to see the weighting scale go up and nv come down! it is rather annoying if u ask me... baH!
sixth..
things during project are moving so slow.. i just hope i will complete it in time!!! omg omgo mgomogmogm worried-_-
seventh ...
i realised as often as i tried to blog an intelligent entry.. it will turn out to be a nonsensical entry ... with every entry .. my intelligence just drops..not tat i have much to start with..
eighth...
i am missing the old days... old days... where things like fencing gang was much closer than this
my drama ladies.. i need some homo fun..
nineth ..
last but very important statement
i miss God...
tat's it.. simple as tat .. alot of abt him .. but i miss him .. and more i see pple involved in it... although too much.. i nv involved my life with him..
miss that big guy
I WROTE AT 11:46 PM
