Saturday, July 09, 2005
sometimes
sometimes i wish for a few things.. tat seem very sad and illogical..
1) i wished sometimes i lost my memory.. hahah yea.. i wished sometimes i will hit my head real hard.. and forget stuff... maybe i can start anew
2) i wish i could fade into the environment and maybe i can notice things ard me more often.. i am sad to say i am a very paranoid person.. i always sense tat pple talk bad abt me.. so i wish i was invisible then i can hear bitching abt me better. . maybe i might change ..
3) i just wish i was smarter... nothing much abt it .. just feeling dumb at times ( which is 99%)oh and if i am smarter.. i can send smart witty lines abt pple.. and they didnt even notice it! =)
4) i just wish i was suffering from anorexia.. maybe.. then i will be thankful for somestuff..i need to learn some stuff..... i cant seem to think rite.. " i am fat" keeps popping out
yea.. gonna heead for salsa.. cheers to all adios
I WROTE AT 12:02 PM
